Tuesday, September 1, 2009

OH MY GOD......... im *actually* getting MARRIED?! WTF?! LMAO!

...as if the "lmao" in the title didn't give it away..........

hey. its me. again.

im a bit socially lubricated... again. its a week before this shindig is over (my job contract), so im *actually* hanging with the boys again before we all part ways in 6 days.

ANYWAY.

on my way home i was thinking to myself...............

holy crap.

we're not just talking about this anymore.

im not just planning some crazy expensive birthday party or some shiz...

we're *actually* getting married.

in 4 months.

HOLY. CRAP.

i mean, its not like i didn't *know* that before... but its *FINALLY* starting to sink it a bit more...

IM GETTING MARRIED.

TO KEITH.

in 4 months, theres no more calling home to mom to let her know im spending the weekend at keith's house.... there's no more wishing i were laying down with him at this exact moment even though he's 2 hours away...

we'll be MARRIED.

don't get me wrong.

im *not* nervous at all.

im excited. Impatient even...

but while its *finally* starting to sink in.......... it all feels so surreal at the same time.

it feels almost too good to be true that I get to *finally* spend the rest of my life with him and get to live with him and get to come home to him every day after work.

holy crap...... IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!

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